I get jealous really easily but not like an angry vengeful jealous more like a really sad lonely jealous because everybody likes everybody more than they like me and I really really don’t blame them.
Becoming yourself is really hard and confusing, and it’s a
process. I was completely the eager beaver in school, I was the girl in
the front of the class who was the first person to put her hand up, and
it’s often not cool to be the person that puts themselves out there, and
I’ve often gotten teased mercilessly, but I found that ultimately if
you truly pour your heart into what you believe in, even if it makes you
vulnerable, amazing things can and will happen.
As a child, I loved being on stage. I loved singing, I loved the lights, I loved the adrenaline. I even loved learning lines. I was completely obsessive.